My former Mentor believes that my desire to expand my
family is ill intentioned and doomed to failure.
My wife believes that my search is purely about sexual
expansion and does not believe that three people can possibly be stronger or
more stable than two.
Their arguments are sort of similar although The Mentor
is more inclined towards the belief that adding a third person will lead to
that person trying to supplant either myself or my wife. His contention
is that no triadic system can work because of the natural human inclination
towards competition and needing to be 'first' in the hearts and minds of the
person they give their body and mind too. He says that if Triadic systems
worked, there would be more of them in society.
My wife's position is more elemental – she has no
intention of sharing.
She feels that she should be 'enough' for me and that
there is no earthly reason for us to add anyone to make the relationship stronger.
When I explained to her what I was trying to learn and what Polyamory was, her
exact words were - “You don't really believe that bullshit, do you?”
I know how much effort it takes for two people to
struggle through life together. The work load is staggering and according
to statistics better than 48% of first marriages don't last more than 4 or 5
years.
Two loving adults working as hard as they can won't
guarantee that the relationship will last or even be healthy. And that's
two adults who are trying to work together. So how screwed up
is it when one or both partners are selfish, immature, or just don't care?
The Mentor's words didn't make me doubt my heart, but
they did cause me to wonder if three people of like mind are somehow less capable
of working through problems than two. Is it possible that three
adults who know their hearts well enough to share their love and homes can't
work out issues of jealousy and household responsibilities and child
rearing? Isn't that what any long term relationship consists of, or am I
completely naive?
My wifes words didn't make me doubt my heart either, but
they did make me pause to reflect on how incredibly different two people can
be, even after living together for 20 years. In her worldview there is no need
to expand or grow her experience beyond the commonplace. A dalliance or
two across the years is more than enough for her.
Yes a triad is tough, but I challenge you to show me a
two person relationship that isn't. Two flawed humans, who are mirrors of
each other, face issues on every level from the mundane to the
terrifying. Cheating, abuse, lying, unequal love, trying to change each
other and simple burn out are just 'routine' day to day problems.
In back of Poly is the same drive that created
society. We are safer and stronger as a group than as individuals.
I don't know where the idea of two people constituting the only functional
format for a relationship came from, but I suspect that its one of those
control tactics instituted by religion.
If two people can find creative ways to overcome their
internal bullshit and programming, is it impossible for three or four people to
do the same? Are people really THAT limited in their ability to encompass
change?
Personally I don't think that Humans are as limited as
the people that surround me believe. But I have to take their words into
account. There has to be a reason that this isn't more prevalent in
society, and its my goal to find out why.
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